...I took a pregnancy test and it was negative. Mostly. Unless you held it in the sunlight just right. So I took another one - different brand - same resultish, only you didn't need as much light to see the second line. So I took a digital one*, and by god that sonofabitch said 'pregnant'. Cannot get into the doc until middle of December, so other than cutting down on my time with the crack pipe, we're just going along as if there is no news. (Am taking three folic acid, 1 prenatal vitamin and 1 baby aspirin.) Seems my husband and I silently agreed to ignore it and go about our lives - no discussion, no telling anyone, etc. It will be weeks until we know whether there is a living being involved here.
You are, as always, my secret keepers, my safe place for joys and fears. This counts as both. If I know you in real life, I cannot discuss this with you via phone or email yet. Sorry.
